Today's Mighty Oak


Today marks the official start to my next running training plan for what has become my sort of A race for the fall: the GAP Trail Relay.  Our team, Pace Oddity, is there to have fun and go on an adventure!  We’re not looking to set any records (although being part of the inaugural running of this race is pretty awesome).

To mark this occasion, I’ve made a new category: Gayt Analysis.  Disclaimer: I’m a dirty, dirty overstrider, but I”m working on it!  The name was actually what I came up with to name a podcast, but that hasn’t materialized, and since I tend to do a lot of writing about my running and run with the Frontrunners, I’m not going to let a good name go to waste!

I’ve written a lot in the past about running, but I don’t think I’ll go back to recategorize anything, I’ll just use this going forward.

Anyway, I’m a much more consistent runner when I’m on a plan, so I’m looking forward to getting back to that.  The prepare, I’m taking Hal Higdon’s Half Marathon Intermediate 2 plan and throwing in the Ragnar suggested two-a-days and night runs from their Zero to Hero and Hero to God plans.

I’m very excited to be doing speedwork again, specifically track repeats, as they really are some of my favorite things to run.  My schedule always gets condensed as I have to fit life in around my running, and I still have the rest of this  month to keep writing every day, so it will be a challenge, but as I’ve discovered many times, running is a huge help to my mental health.

So, off we go, I’ll check in with how training is going and see what else about the sport I can write about.



I have a hard time deciding what is my actual favorite musical. I have a top five:

  • Hedwig and the Angry Inch
  • Hamilton
  • American Idiot
  • Avenue Q
  • The Hunchback of Notre Dame

Some of it may be determined by when I last saw or listened to something, but usually, Hunchback is at the top of that list. And after this last weekend’s performance, it is cemented in that place.

Hunchback has always been special and my favorite Disney animated movie. The stage production is even darker and really expands on quite a bit. I was able to see it performed here by a community theater group, and while it was good, the professional touring company blew me away.

Hunchback is one of those shows that really does benefit from having a bigger budget for sets and lighting. The way this product has moving pieces, from the opening number when my jaw dropped as the curtains did, revealing what Quasimodo and the gargoyles and statues would be climbing on, to the spinning stage that let Quasi transform from actor into himself, I could not believe how amazing the set itself looked.

Divine is the only thing I can think of to describe the lighting. When the rose window was revealed on the back way behind the choir, the light from it seemed to change with the setting sun and the arches of the theater itself lit up in reflected light, and it was nothing short of dazzling.

The actors were amazing (I didn’t care for this Esmeralda, mainly she kept changing the rhythm of the songs, but she could dance like no other) and the choir was massive.

Hunchback is unique in that is not only has a (seated) choir on stage, but that they sing the entr’acte, albeit in Latin. The show also leans into the fact that it is a morality play, and we first see the actor playing Quasimodo as himself, before he puts on his costume on stage, transforming before our eyes into the stooped character, before changing back at the end of the show.

It’s a rare show to be produced, but if you ever get the chance, go see it. The cast album is amazing (staring Michael Arden as Quasimodo) and many times when I listen to it, and each time I’ve seen it performed, I cry during the finale.

Of course, there is also a blanket recommendation to go to live theater, it’s a wonderful, immersive experience and a wonderful way to give back to the community through the many outreach programs theaters do. The Fulton Theater in Lancaster was really a hidden gem and I’m so glad I got to go there!

I’ll leave you with a few lines from the Finale:

The world is cruel
The world is ugly
But there are times
And there are people
When the world is not
And at its cruelest
It’s still the only world we’ve got

Someday
Life will be kinder
Love will be blinder



Alright, let’s see how this works! I’m attempting to post this from my phone, so far seems good!

I volunteered at the Liberty Mile last night, then drove to Harrisburg to stay with a friend to see a show tomorrow.

Got in a wonderful five Mile run with a member of the PRorER Ultra Team this morning and currently I’m enjoying some delicious cold brew coffee, reading a magazine and just living my best life, as the kids say! Also, trying mobile image upload for the first time too!



I’ll be back to some more regular writing next week, but this weekend I’ll be trying a bit of an experiment.  I have a half day vacation from work this afternoon, so aside from being an adult and taking care of a few things, I’m heading downtown to volunteer at the Liberty Mile (and avoid the crowds at Picklesburgh).

From there, I’m driving to Harrisburg!  I’m staying with a friend and seeing The Hunchback of Notre Dame at the Fulton Theater nearby and meeting a friend from my ultra team to run with Saturday morning!

I think I’ve gotten my phone setup to be able to submit posts from there, so I’m going to see if I can do a bit of remote writing this weekend!  At least that’s the plan, we’ll see if it work!

A great thing I’ve worked on this month has been finally getting this site up to where I’d like it to be after the migration from Joomla.  Hopefully I’ll be getting the last two bits of the puzzle in this last week of Camp (at least the last two that I can do, some of the dates got messed up from Metblogs and I don’t have a way to know the correct dates to fix them).  If all goes well, I’ll be adding back in photo galleries as well as a small behind the scenes change to finally get the homepage how I’d like it!



A couple weeks ago, the YMCA of Pittsburgh announced it would close three branches.  One (West Hills) due to the fact that the needed repairs from recent flooding would be more than the building was worth, made sense, especially since it was too dangerous to be in the building.

The other two are the primary and back-up locations that I go to.  What surprised me the most, was the number of people who are members.  In the letter they sent out to members, they listed over 1,100 members at my branch.  For how small of a building it is, shocked me, actually.  Although based on the parking lots, maybe it is pretty accurate.

I started going to the gym when I worked in the Hill District, stopping at the Y in the Steel Tower before walking up the hill to work.  After that, I transferred to Penn Hills and then finally to Wilmerding.  All in all, aside from a few bumps along the way, it’s been a great organization and I’m sorry to see it go away.  The impact that the areas will feel will hurt, Penn Hills especially I think.  Penn Hills (and to some extent Wilmerding) served as a community center, and losing that space will be tough.

But this has sent me on a mission to find a new gym.  There are a couple gyms close by that are mostly personal trainer based, which for some people, is what they need.  I mainly need a gym so I can utilize a treadmill when it’s too hot or icy to be outside, do some stretching and do bodyweight work away from home if I want a change of pace.

I checked out Planet Fitness, and it was decent.  I was impressed by their one bodyweight area as well as their extra amenities.  They have a ‘red light therapy’ machine, that while most people call complete bullshit on the ‘melting fat’ claims, seems to be a nice pick-me-up in the dead of winter.  Like other PF locations, they do pizza nights and have a huge bowl of Tootsie Rolls out, both of which have dairy, so it’s a no-go for me anyway.

I also checked out Crunch.  While the hours aren’t like PF’s (since they’re 24 hours), it’s still more than what I had access to at the Y.  The gym itself was a lot bigger than I imagined, and had a huge array of options, including multiple TRX’s and some other stuff I could use for bodyweight stuff, which is exciting.  Plus, their treadmills were a lot better quality and will be more useful for me (especially since the school with the track I use is up for sale).  Crunch has a big emphasis on group classes, which aren’t really my thing, but I guess it’s nice to know they’re there if I want to upgrade my membership.

Sadly, both places really push the tanning beds.  Which, no thank you, I don’t want skin cancer today.  They also both offer hydromassage, which seems unsanitary at best, again, not something which is swaying me, but both offer it.  Must be the latest trends.

In the end, I’m going to try out Crunch and see how it goes, it’s a little more inconvenient, but with traffic will only be about five minutes, so nothing to really think about.  The staffs at both locations were very patient and helpful with my myriad of questions, and both locations mentioned they were getting quite a few of the Y’s members, so I’m sure I’ll see some familiar faces.  PF may have been closer to Wilmerding (and there’s a PF near the Penn Hills Y, so I’m sure they’ll be very busy now), Crunch seemed a bit less of the totally casual crowd.  While I have weird needs of a gym and am not looking to be a bodybuilder, I also don’t want to deal with the ‘showing up to a gym to use the tanning bed’ crowd.

I’ve been a member of the Y for almost a decade, and while we were given the option to try out other locations, Plum is really inconvenient for me (and looks intimidatingly large).  I might still check it out, since I’ll have three free months, might as well do a tour!

I’m starting my next running training plan next week, so as much as this has been sad and a hassle, it’s good to have it wrapped up.



Note: Yesterday I wrote up a recap for one of my DnD games, so while I wrote, it’s not here on the blog, I’m still on track to write everyday in July!

Today marks what would have been Nelson Mandel’a 100th birthday.  I remember where I was on the day he died: I was on a treadmill at the Penn Hills Y watching the news coverage, saddened and tearing up.

His story shows both some of the worst and best that humanity is capable of, and I think that’s why I’m drawn to it so much.  I’ve listened to Archbishop Tutu speak of his close friend, and read many of his speeches, but what I know Mandela barely scratches the surface of what he did and who he was.

Still though, his dedication to democracy, and his example of the spirit of reconciliation are admirable and at least in myself, I feel unattainable.  But much like other shining examples, I hope I can strive to be the man he knew that I was.

On the news of his death, President Obama said this:

The day he was released from prison gave me sense of what human beings can do when they’re guided by their hopes and not by their fears.

And maybe it was because 2013 was such a different time, but I can remember how much his death affected me that day and those following.  Mandela’s work continues on through his foundation and The Elders, and I hope that we can all continue to live up to his giant legacy.



This is a shorter bit of writing tonight, but actually still quite productive.  I tend to e-mail myself lots of links and things, that inevitably pile up and I never look at.  So I’ve been making more of an effort to go through those as well.  I cleared out quite a bit tonight, some were work-related, others were notes for myself (many are also copies of all the e-mails I produce for work), but I found two things to share today.

First up, the cast of “Hello from the Magic Tavern” play Gauntlet!

And second, since I’m going to see The Hunchback of Notre Dame this weekend in York, here is a metal cover of “Hellfire.”  It’s already one of the darkest (if not the darkest) Disney animated movie, thanks to this song, but this is a neat take on it:

 



Currently, it’s storming, and I’m doing what I can to ignore the thunder and lightning.  This was one of those days where I didn’t have anything planned and so it became just a super busy day running all over the place.  Had the weather cooperated, I had hoped to spend an evening on the deck, and while the storm system should pass, it’s ridiculously hot today, so I’ll most likely be staying inside.

However, I will make mention of one of the stops today, on my way to a friend’s, I swung by my local bar since they opened early for the World Cup final!

The outside patio was packed as well.  For how early in the day it was, it was great to see such a big turnout of people into the game.  The crowd seemed split between France and Croatia (I was rooting for France since a friend moved to Paris and they have better LGBT rights than Croatia), but all in all, just a neat way to spend some time, especially with how small soccer’s fandom is here in the states as compared to the big four.

A few more things here, then back to the grind for the week.  Hoping to try out some new gyms since mine will be closing, so hopefully I can find a new home!



This week was the General Convention of the Episcopal Church.  Every three years, a bicameral legislative body (House of Bishops and House of Deputies, made up of priests and laypeople) get together and make decisions about the church.  This year, aside from big news about the diocese of Cuba (we welcomed them fully into the church, yay!), there was also forward movement about same sex matrimony.

Basically, even though we’ve had provisional rites for same-sex matrimony (written by my now retired Rector), Bishops were able to refuse them to be performed in their diocese and they were basically in a ‘trail period.’

Now, the wheel of the church grind slowly, but this week at the General Convention, things at least started to move:

This sets the stage for creation of new liturgical texts to respond to the needs of Episcopalians across the church while continuing to use the Book of Common Prayer that was adopted in 1979.

Resolution A068 originally called for the start of a process that would lead to a fully revised prayer book in 2030. The bishops instead adopted a plan for “liturgical and prayer book revision for the future of God’s mission through the Episcopal branch of the Jesus movement.”

The bishops’ amended resolution calls for bishops to engage worshipping communities in their dioceses in experimentation and creation of alternative liturgical texts that they will submit to a new Task Force on Liturgical and Prayer Book Revision to be appointed by the presiding bishop and the president of the House of Deputies.

It also says that liturgical revision will utilize inclusive and expansive language and imagery for humanity and divinity, and will incorporate understanding, appreciation and care of God’s creation.

One line in the bishop’s proposal prompted questions in the House of Deputies. The resolution “memorializes” the 1979 Book of Common Prayer “as a prayer book of the church preserving the psalter, liturgies, the Lambeth Quadrilateral, Historic Documents, and [its] Trinitarian Formularies.”

Here’s some more of the nitty gritty of what will actually happen:

The resolution now calls for creation of a Task Force on Liturgical Prayer Book Revision to be made up of 10 lay people, 10 clergy and 10 bishops, appointed by the presiding bishop and the president of the House of Deputies. The members ought to reflect “the expertise, gender, age, theology, regional, and ethnic diversity of the church.”

This task force is to work with the Episcopal Church’s Standing Commission on Structure, Governance, Constitution and Canons to give the 2021 General Convention proposed revisions to the constitution and canons for more flexibility in liturgical choices.

  • Liturgical revision will utilize inclusive and expansive language and imagery for humanity and divinity; and will incorporate understanding, appreciation and care of God’s creation;
  • Bishops are to engage worshiping communities in their diocese in experimentation and creation of alternative texts;
  • Every diocese is to create a liturgical commission to collect these diocesan resources and share with the proposed task force; and
  • All materials are to be professionally translated into English, Spanish, French and Haitian Creole.

So things are starting to move, and it was a compromise.  Bishops themselves can opt out of the same-sex matrimony, but any person will be able to call upon a different bishop for ‘oversight,’ finally opening this sacrament to every single person in the church.

It’s also slow going, but as someone pointed out, when the next version of the Book of Common Prayer comes out (slated for 2030), which is pretty much the defining document of our church (and also responsible for what most people think of when they think of the church for the wording used in marriages and funerals), it may (hopefully will) include the more gender neutral language.  It’s a long process, but it’s progress.

Interestingly, there was a separate Resolution that provide an apology for those who were hurt by the wording of a hymn that was included:

offers this apology in recognition of the pain our liturgical language may at times inflict.

The same could, and should be said of sacraments that for decades, excluded the same sex couples in the church.  But, progress is progress, and we’re making good, forward progress, even if it’s not as quickly that I’d like.  It’s more progress than I actually expected to see, for that, I can be thankful.

All my best,

Mike



Yesterday it was announced that the magazine/journal “Hello Mr.” will publish one final issue before shuttering their doors.

Over and over again, through six years and their soon to be published tenth issue, “Hello Mr.” provided the widest breadth of queer writers and I was always impressed with the quality of the writing.  Combine that with innovative photo spreads and entertaining layout, and it was always something I looked forward to.

From their announcement:

From the start, Hello Mr. was a space to understand each other better through a deeper understanding of ourselves. But I was determined to create something bigger than that. With the support and validation from this community, we built a platform to showcase new stories on a global stage. We may not have “rebranded gay,” but we exposed some flaws in the existing models, and opened the door for queer people to demand more, by showing them how.

Whether you contributed or consumed it, the content we produced, issue after issue, amounted to something truly powerful. I can’t thank you enough for believing in it unconditionally. The world we live in today is a very different place than the one that originally afforded me the space to subvert gay media through a branding exercise. “Marriage can wait” meant something different in 2012 than it does now. After six dedicated years pushing our queer stories forward, I’ve learned a few things about my place in this conversation. When I came out a decade ago, for instance, I could have never imagined that my visibility, the thing I feared most, would become such a powerful form of activism.

It’s certainly a sad day, but also a time to look back on what they were able to produce an where we are now as compared to 2012.  The world has changed, and the world continues to change.  I’m happy to have been along for the ride as a dedicated reader.

Looking back helps move us forward. Decades of various kinds of activism paved a way for me to make the most of the chance I was given. Now, it’s up to you to continue defining the future you want to live in. You already know what’s possible, so trust yourself and manifest that shit already! I’ll be seeing you.

Back issues are available at hellomrmag.com, I’d suggest anyone looking for some amazing writing to check it out.

All my best,

Mike

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